i hate doctors.
like really hate.
ok, not doctors them self, but the idea of going to the dr.
i avoid it like the plague.
i would rather not know something is wrong.
it scares me to death.
if i'm not feeling good, i let it pass.
it takes a lot to get myself there and admit that something isn't right.
(which luckily, the last big thing was 2 years ago).
which wasn't even that big i should say, i had mono, which was misdiagnosed and turned into a way bigger problem than it needed to be.
anyways, the last little while, my head has been feeling really weird.
not headache pounding, not stuffy from sinuses or the flu..i really don't know what.
so this morning at 9:30, i have an appt with my dr.
i don't even know if i'll be able to describe to her what i'm feeling, but hopefully she'll understand something.
i'm hoping she sends me for a bloodtest or something.
anyways, my mind goes to, like, the worst possible diagnosis..so...
*think happy thoughts*
what a downer post for a friday! ha
hope you all have a good weekend!
♥
